When..

When we can`t see the future
this heart can`t stop beating fast
this heart can`t stop worring
struggle to stand up,
seeking in the dark, with no sighn of direction.

when we start to lie to ourself
every thing seem so hard
every thing start to fadding away
but still, we like to lie
coz it protect us from getting hurt more
or just doing a favor for other..

when truth seem wrong
and wrong colour with beautifull lie
a bee can be a butterfly
and a sparrow can be a predator now.

at the end ,we all still stuggle hard
to breath,
to keep alive,
to be superior,
to stop being a prey,
to keep wondering around,
to keep lie,
to being selfish and greedy for all the good things,
but the most..
TO BE LOVE....

we just a bunch of stupid kids,
that grow up to make mistakes,
get heart broken
and struggle looking for
our true self,
our true mr.darcy
our own life..
so we can grow bigger and stronger,
living this life with no regret..
this life IS beautifullll..... alhamdulillah~ ^_^